It's been another gorgeous day, I had lots to do and realized I'm late posting this. Time for the twenty-second round of Secret Sunday, a chance to share secrets and/or fantasies you've been keeping to yourself. Some are uplifting, some are heartbreaking and some are just plain naughty.
All are valid.
Here's how it works:
1) This is open to anyone who wants to participate, from regular follower to casual visitor. You can participate anonymously.
2) I don't plan to censor content or language. However I do reserve the right not to post anything which appears to be submitted with the sole intent of offending. I also reserve the right to include submissions that may be considered controversial. It's a fine line sometimes.
3) If this is something you'd like to run on your blog please feel free. You can copy the rules if you wish.
And now to it...
I thought about an ex accidentally while my current boyfriend screwed me. I tried to block it out of my head as soon as possible but I have felt so guilty about it. Fucking subconscious thoughts.
ReplyDeleteThe mind goes where it will, I don't believe you need to feel guilty about this. It happens to a lot of us.
ReplyDeleteI once masturbated with child pornography when I was a younger man. It haunted me for a long time, I couldn't shack it's horrible feeling. The guilt and shame were always present. I couldn't look into the eyes young girls or small children. I don't know when ot was that I had hit rock bottom, but it was there that I could hear Satan laugh as he tormented me. However the Lord God, Jesus Christ was still on my side. So I humbled myself, admitted my sins and prayed asking for forgiveness. And by the mercy of the Lord I was saved. Hallaujah! Thank You Jesus! Anyone coming to him can find redemption and peace!
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